i'll be on my way..

 Here she comes....a young woman, a best friend of mine.
In a bitter look of her tired eyes, I discover her story. It's about her yesterday.

I ask her, "What's wrong?"
She answered in a weak voice, "I don't like my yesterday. I found that my man was too busy and I didn't hear anything from him. I need to hear something from him, maybe more than he needs. It's like a different thing in my boring day, a real one which comes from my dream. Reading his words is just like an exciting experience of my days. That's why I became mad when I didn't hear anything from him. I felt the objection for his reason of the busy day. It didn't make sense for me because he had break times. I could only accept that he's really tired, one thing that melted my heart. Well, I just can't do anything except trying to forgive him. Let him to find the way from his heart for me. Sorry to say, seems that I'm too much chasing him..no more begging :p. Perhaps, it sounds like a selfish part of mine. I just wanna say the truth what I felt from my deepest heart, something that I dislike. Actually, It's not about blaming him because I know that he loves me, doesn't he? Hmm...no no no....God is the only one who knows one's heart. Well...I'm just a human, unfortunately I'm a woman. Fortunately, I'm a woman in love..."

Then, she's looking at me in a calm way for few minutes. It's like that she's trying to say, "It's okay...everything's gonna be alright...".

O...o...o...

I met a busy weekend! but I enjoyed it although I felt so tired then.


Saturday, January 15th...
It's the first experience for me to sing in a wedding ceremony, although it's a small one.
I sang two old songs: I Started A Joke (Bee Gees) and Why Do You Love Me (Koes Plus). It was an honour for me that a band of Bogor Botanical Garden allowed me to sing in their performance.
The bad news is I didn't perform excellent but the good thing is I met new persons (most of them were old men :D) so it was really nice.

Sunday, January 16th....
The Driver of the travel car was blowing the horn...it's 3.50 am! Oh my God! I didn't hear the alarm....I was awaked in shock! hahaha...
Without taking a bath, I left the house and just brought a bag with few stuffs. I was on my way to Bandung to visit my best friend, Lina and her family, Dito, the husband and Mare, their cute son.

Arriving at their home, I saw Lina was so busy as a mom, preparing some food in the kitchen. Dito was holding Mare. Nice family.

It was the sunny Sunday. They took me to having lunch in a restaurant called WaLe (Warung Leyla). It was a restaurant with ethnical javanese  athmosphere, trying to bring the hommy sense. The restaurant has some kinds of bakso, mie, and rice in the menu. I ordered Yamie Manis and Susu Kedelai. In my opinion, the Yamie tasted good enough.

After we had finished with the lunch, I went with them to the baby shop and bicycle shop.Lina and Dito wanted to buy a bike for them and one for Mare.I just got a knowledge about the life of young couple with their baby,hehehe.

Well, time went fast. I must be back to bogor at 6.30 pm. Waiting for the travel car for a half and hour, finally it was here so I felt glad after bored for so long.

I was arrived at home, Bogor at 11.30 pm then went to bed..

That's all...my busy nice weekend :)

The Fish

The Soup

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."

                   -Albert Einstein-

Nah...inilah lukisan jiwa-jiwa di sekelilingku.  Setiap orang itu unik!

Mari berani bermimpi!

One, two, three...
Let's get free
Ours will release you and me
As we want to be

Hold on each other ever after
Share the smile and the tears
Fight the fears
Catch the laughter

As we go on this way
As we are close to see everything
We just can't throw it away
There is none so exciting as this thing

~Dien's~
Bogor, December 1st, 2010

It's about my weekend two weeks ago.
It's Jakarta again! hahaha...but this time, I did plan my weekend in Jakarta because I wanted to watch some movies on Eurpean One Screen (EOS)

What is Europe On Screen?
I think it's one Europe event in Indonesia of film screenings and fringe events.
I was interested in watching the movies. Before, I had read the schedules so I knew what were all the movies that I could watch on Sunday, September 7th, 2010. I and my friend chose a Turkey movie which would be played in Istituto Italiano di Cultura, Jl. HOS Cokroaminoto 117, Menteng, Jakarta. This is the movie:




It's a story about the  love between a woman and a deaf man. Actually, it's an interesting story, but unfortunately, there's a problem technically, so there's no English subtitles on the screen. That made the moviegoer felt dissapointed and left the room. I and my friend also felt dissapointed but we chose to stay although we actually didn't understand the Turkish in the movie...we were just guessing what was happened in the movie from the body language,hehehe.


After the movie was ended, I and my friend went to pray Dhuhur in Masjid Sunda Kelapa. It's a big masjid and it's the first time for me to go to this masjid.


Next, we decided to watch another movie from Netherland which was also played in Istituto Italiano di Cultura. This is the movie :


This is a documentary movie. The director, John Appel, was telling us about his father who was a successful gambler. I found it as an interesting movie. I tried to listen carefully to the Dutch they spoke in the movie but for me, it was a difficult language. Well, I need to have a strong will to learn this language and I know I can do this,hehehe.


well, what's my plan next week?just wait :)

I'm not good at cooking...at least I've tried,hehehe..

So, in this weekend, I tried to make an easy recipe that I got from the internet. It's called Sambal Goreng Tempe (one of recipes that I got from internet few years ago) and Oseng-Oseng Jamur (took a look at Nana's).

This is Sambal Goreng Tempe:



This is the recipe of Oseng-Oseng Jamur (Stir Fried Mushroom):



Ingredients :
Button Mushroom (but I used the Oyster Mushroom ,hehehe), thinly sliced
2 cloves garlic, thinly sliced
Some onions :
3 cloves red onion (bawang merah), thinly sliced
1 bulb yellow onion (bawang bombay).sliced thin diagonally
1 Cabe merah besar, iris tipis
1 Cabe merah hijau, iris tipis
1 Cm lengkuas, iris koin
2 Daun salam
5 Cabe rawit
Minyak
Garam
Gula
Kecap manis
Saos tiram

Instructions :

Tumis brambang, kedua bawang sampai harum, masukkan lengkuas dan daun salam.
Tambahkan semua cabe, icip dengan garam, gula, kecap manis dan saos tiram.
Masukkan jamur, aduk sampai layu.


Well, not really bad for a starving girl like me that time, hahaha :D

...to be continued...

Well, I should say that this was actually not my plan to spend my weekend in Jakarta. Tidung Island, one of Island in Seribu Island, was actually the plan. I and two of my friends decided not to go to Tidung because of the bad weather...but some of my friends were still go there. They're lucky, I think. :p

Instead of going to Tidung, my friend's aunt ask me to go with her and her husband to a market near their house. It's called Muara Karang Market. I felt so amazed to see this market. Many Chinese here. I think, it's one of 'Pecinan'. 

In Saturday afternoon, I and my friends was so confused to find good place to go for hanging out in Jakarta. Then one of my friend phoned her boyfriend. Fortunately, her boyfriend had an idea...we were going to go to Taman Ismail Marzuki to watch the show in Planetarium and a monologue "Kucing" by Butet Kertaradjasa. :)

It's been a month and five days....

I feel like being a new woman.
There's a new difference thing in my days that makes me feel happy..
I think I finally found what I've been looking for these recent days.
It came like a flash!
I didn't get any special feeling when the time it came...but the effects after it, really wonderful!

People said...it could be impossible! (the bad side)
I said...if there's impossible, then it could be possible in another side (the good side)

I choose to believe in the two side, bad and good...honestly, now I have the stronger faith in the good side...Alhamdullilah :)
The important one is I must ready for all the possibilities, the bad and the good one.
All I can do is just praying...that makes me keep holding on. I hope it will come true....I do really want it to be real. I just want you, no one else..

My friend's get some words from 'Titanic' the  movie and those word a little bit describe what happened to me.. :)

"...to love is not about how long you meet him/her but it's all about how fast you know it..."

 ...and I think...

"...it's also about sincerity to believe in what you know..."


...SO KEEP BELIEVING AND HOLDING ON..."