The third week...
I don't know what is happened to me but it so tortures.
I feel like dying sometimes. Oh, forgive me for being like this.
I can't sleep at night and do cry before I sleep...
I wish he could feel what I feel..will he care for it?
I feels him so faraway....
I can't contact him all days.
I need to connected him more and more.
When will he convince me with all his heart?
I imagine...
He sends me messages in his break time at office, asking me, "how are you doing, what are you doing?'
He sends me message when he goes home...
He sends me messages to asking me a "welterusten" or a bit sweet talk, even just for few minutes before he goes sleep.
He remember me all day...
I feel hopeless
I need him to convince me
To reach me to his heart
I wish he knew all my thought
He's too busy with his life and also feel so tired
He just need his life
I'm just an invisible old woman
whatever...am I too demanding?
~ Diens ~
Bogor, February 15th, 2011
At my lonely night
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