One Difficulties, Two Easiness

I was here....and now I am here again....

I am sitting alone in a garden, on an old bench. It rained before I sit here. There are traces of it. First, the wet soil and I can smell it. Another trace are drops of water on leaves, blooming flowers. I look up to the sky....I see sun and rainbow! I am amazed! two beauty after rain. The sunshine on my skin is so warm and delightful. Geourgeous! 

Then, I look down again and see the plans infront of me. Those three are the same plants but one has no flower, and two others have blooming flowers: red roses. 

The first one was having blooming red roses in the past...but now, it has no flower at all. I feel so sad. Sorrow goes inside my heart. I try hard to be tough, though it's so hard but I know I can do that because God embraces me. 

Other two have blooming red roses. They spread happines inside my heart and share beauty to my sight. 

"Oh, time goes so fast...nothing is eternal...", I said to myself. Few moment afterward, I find myself in silence.

I just pray that I will catch all the beauty and happines soon. It can be from the first one that will have blooming red roses again, or the two other that will have many more red roses.

I am ready for all the possibilities because I've already been here sincerely. I put all my trust to God and accept the destiny.

I smile and say to myself, "I am the happiest girl in the world :)"