i'll be on my way..

Well, I should say that this was actually not my plan to spend my weekend in Jakarta. Tidung Island, one of Island in Seribu Island, was actually the plan. I and two of my friends decided not to go to Tidung because of the bad weather...but some of my friends were still go there. They're lucky, I think. :p

Instead of going to Tidung, my friend's aunt ask me to go with her and her husband to a market near their house. It's called Muara Karang Market. I felt so amazed to see this market. Many Chinese here. I think, it's one of 'Pecinan'. 

In Saturday afternoon, I and my friends was so confused to find good place to go for hanging out in Jakarta. Then one of my friend phoned her boyfriend. Fortunately, her boyfriend had an idea...we were going to go to Taman Ismail Marzuki to watch the show in Planetarium and a monologue "Kucing" by Butet Kertaradjasa. :)

It's been a month and five days....

I feel like being a new woman.
There's a new difference thing in my days that makes me feel happy..
I think I finally found what I've been looking for these recent days.
It came like a flash!
I didn't get any special feeling when the time it came...but the effects after it, really wonderful!

People said...it could be impossible! (the bad side)
I said...if there's impossible, then it could be possible in another side (the good side)

I choose to believe in the two side, bad and good...honestly, now I have the stronger faith in the good side...Alhamdullilah :)
The important one is I must ready for all the possibilities, the bad and the good one.
All I can do is just praying...that makes me keep holding on. I hope it will come true....I do really want it to be real. I just want you, no one else..

My friend's get some words from 'Titanic' the  movie and those word a little bit describe what happened to me.. :)

"...to love is not about how long you meet him/her but it's all about how fast you know it..."

 ...and I think...

"...it's also about sincerity to believe in what you know..."


...SO KEEP BELIEVING AND HOLDING ON..."