i'll be on my way..

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

C . A . R . E

LisaDidien Wednesday, February 16, 2011 0 Comments

Conviction...to be kept

Affection...to be grown

Reaction...to be shown

Enthusiasm...to be felt

~ Dien's ~

Bogor, Woensdag, 16 Februari 2011

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

A Point of Silence

LisaDidien Tuesday, February 15, 2011 0 Comments

Sweet, then tastes a bit bitter

Half, then seems almost empty

Near, then looks a kind of further

A hundred, then sounds to be twenty

Don't give me a rose

If I can't smell it with my nose

Don't say it's a smile

If I just can see it for a while

These sentences are unspoken

It's your deal

Don't say it will be broken

Find and reach me for real

~ Dien's ~

Bogor, February 14,2011

Ik Mis Je Lievert...

LisaDidien Tuesday, February 15, 2011 0 Comments

The third week...

I don't know what is happened to me but it so tortures.

I feel like dying sometimes. Oh, forgive me for being like this.

I can't sleep at night and do cry before I sleep...

I wish he could feel what I feel..will he care for it?

I feels him so faraway....

I can't contact him all days.

I need to connected him more and more.

When will he convince me with all his heart?

I imagine...

He sends me messages in his break time at office, asking me, "how are you doing, what are you doing?'

He sends me message when he goes home...

He sends me messages to asking me a "welterusten" or a bit sweet talk, even just for few minutes before he goes sleep.

He remember me all day...

I feel hopeless

I need him to convince me

To reach me to his heart

I wish he knew all my thought

He's too busy with his life and also feel so tired

He just need his life

I'm just an invisible old woman

whatever...am I too demanding?

~ Diens ~
Bogor, February 15th, 2011

At my lonely night

Friday, February 11, 2011

To Be

LisaDidien Friday, February 11, 2011 0 Comments

To listen to all my happiness and sadness
To wipe away my tears then pain a smile on my face
To throw away my loneliness then bring me a bunch of joy
To kill the pain inside then take care of me without any pill to take

To share all your happiness and sadness
To take my hands for wiping away your tears then pain a smile on your face
To give me a chance for throwing away your loneliness then bring you a bunch of joy
To let me kill your pain inside then take care of you without any pill to take

To hold hands each other while we're walking together on the road of life
To stare at each other when we face the hardest time on the process of growing

To be here then stay not for a while...sincerely
To be honest, I need you...badly...

Bogor, February 12th, 2011
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