i'll be on my way..

Dear God,

Thank you for all the things that happened to me.
I know that I'm not a perfect human.
From now on, I promise to change my attitude to be a better person.
I'm sure all your plan is the best.
If that one isn't right for me, then I'm quite sure you'll give me the better and more beautiful one soon...the one who can love me sincerely and seriously in Your path.
Welcome, I am here waiting for the real one :)
Good things surely will happen soon :D

Hey W,

Glad that you are happy now there.
Wish you all the best and good luck!

This will be the last time to write to you and I appreciate our friendship in past.
Thank you for everything and forgive all unconvenient attitude from me.

Bye bye.... :)

Dear W,

Happy birthday!
Wish you all the best...
I'm happy that you are now having a great life there.

W, it's time for me to continue my life and to start working on myself to be better person.
One more step, I'm quite sure I'll find the true one for me if I keep searching with my patient and believe in God. I'll give it all to the best scenario from God.

I must do some changes in my view of life.
I won't change what I have for you but just transform it and place it to a proper space inside.
Good luck for me, W.


Groetjes,
Lisa

Dear W,

Yesterday I got a Psychotest for a job.
There's a part that I have to draw a person.
Guess what....I was drawing you.
You are wearing t-shirt and your favourite jacket, the green one.
You are carrying a bag in left hand and are holding a bunch of flower for me in the right hand.

It's one of my dream....
Hope you come one day....

Sunday, July 13th, 2014


Dear W,

It's been almost a month hearing nothing from you.
Honestly, it's just like so loong time for me.
How are you now?
What are you doing now?
Are you enjoying life now?
Are you happier when I am not around?

Would you come back and stay?
I feel better when you both are around.

Big hug....

W, my husband, and our little boy, are sitting in that red sofa, playing games. G, our very special cute cat, is sleeping on W's lap, so cute. I am in kitchen, preparing some snacks for my little family.  Everyday, I see W more mature and good looking. I like the way he makes his hair and those blue eyes while he stare at me, our little boy, and G. Our little boy is the most adorable one. He has my hair color, but lighter and his eyes color is blue, almost like his dad.